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They understand ... I think ...

They have to understand. It's not like they don't know what I've been going through. I'm trying, really, I am ... I've always been happy, cheerful, and friendly towards everyone ... and I think that just for a little while I ... I don't want. People worry if I'm not ... and I don't want them to worry about me. They shouldn't ...

I don't even know where I'm going with this, I just feel like I keep thinking in circles, these days.

Not only that, but ... well, they'll be here any day now, won't they? Oh, and she probably thinks it's all my fault. Reiz didn't even get to tell her in person like he was supposed to, and I'm supposedly the other girl that he --

I don't even want to think about all of this right now.