Aes

[Atsirian]

Oh my gosh.

Oh my gosh.

It's perfect!! EEeeeeeeee ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥!!!!!!!!! I just got it on, thanks to my maids, and -- oh, it's amazing. It's amazing! Oh my gosh. How long until the party again? I can't wait! I need everyone to see this! I can't believe it came out of my head!

Reiz! Reiz, come in and see it!! So you can taunt everyone with hints of how amazing it is~!

I'm not getting out of it! No way! I'll just get started on hair and stuff right now and yes! Yayy! ♥!!!

[Atsirian]

Soooo... I've been trying a whole lot of different designs, but nothing reeeally seems to be what I want. And designers are falling all over themselves trying to get me to go for one of their ideas, since I'll be the guest of honour! I've looked at five designs just this morning!

But none of it has really captured me...

Buuut... I have kind of a crazy idea about something I could wear! Like, something I came up with myself! That's silly, right? I'm not a designer! But I just keep thinking about it!

Can anyone in Razen draw?? Or know anyone who draws...? Maybe I could describe it to somebody and get some concepts?? This is probably a terrible idea when the ball is a week away~

[Filter: Reiz, in Atsirian]

Soooooooooooooooooo...

[Atsirian]

... ugh.

I check these every single morning, every morning! Thinking that this time, they'll be back! And here they are, the day that I'm going to...

Well, at least I'll get to tell my side. For everyone.

I don't intend to just -- just let this happen!

[Filter: Reiz, in Atsirian]

I don't think I want to go to the stupid party. It probably won't be very good, anyway! Edalene's balls aren't the same anymore now that she has to spend time on other things, too. And I never did manage to come up with a good costume idea!

... can we just stay here, instead?

[Atsirian]

I didn't do it! I didn't do it I didn't do it I swear I didn't do it!!

I can't -- I can't believe -- I am not going back in there, I'm not! I won't go back into that room and have her -- and have you, have everyone say these things about me that are just not true!

I don't -- I don't understand why -- I can't explain it and what does it matter what does it matter because I didn't do it!! It can't I mean reality can't be wrong and I would never ever ever ever ever ever do that I wouldn't

[Atsirian]

Oh my gosssssh has anyone else managed to see Firuz's wound? It's soooo gross!! It's all ragged and sliced up all along the back of his wrist. He's lucky that cretin didn't get him along the other side or he'd be awfully dead about now!!

He's trying to keep it from sight because he says it's upsetting to people but pffft~ I bet you can catch a glimpse if you bother him hard enough! (That's now I did it~ ♥~)

And --

Oh, boo, I have to meet you today for more of that water awareness today, don't I, Ethne?

Booooo.

[Atsirian]

Ethneeee this is sooo booorrrring.

This isn't even going to accomplish anything! Notices about easy ways to conserve water in the summer, who caaares, everyone knows this stuff already! What's the pooooint? People are going to see me working on this and think that I need to be re-educated!

I know never to pour water on my head without a surface underneath to catch and reuse it!

Booooo.

[Atsirian]

Ooookay, everybody~!

Does everyone knows what huge important super exciting event is happening tweny days from now? Tick tock tick tock... it's Karlesta's birthday! She's going to be twenty-three this year and that's amazing, right~? I'm sooo excited and really, everybody should be! Sooooo, we are going to make it the best birthday ever!

You might be wondering, Aes Eshene, whyyy are you writing this where Karlesta can clearly see it? Well, because Karlesta is so great, she deserves to know just how much everybody thinks she's great and why keep it all quiet? It's not like we weren't going to do anything, right~?

I think we should have the party at Reiz's house! It's nicer than most of the official House residences, and it's sooo big, and he lives there all alone, so it doesn't even matter if we make a mess of it! I officially volunteer him for this~

Hmmmm, what else. What do you want, Karlesta? Ooh! I just figured out what I'm going to get you as a gift!

[Filtered from Karlesta, in Atsirian]

Ummm, also, I think that Shadda is angry at Karlesta and I really want to cheer her up! I don't know what's wrong, but we can make it better, right?

-- I'm not heartless! I know what all just happened in Megam, but that's so far from here and we spent alllll daaaaay in Council talking about it and is it so bad to just want to talk about something nice instead? Especially for Karlesta! She's so gloomy. She always needs nice things!