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[Filter: ... I don't know. People I trust.]

[this filter includes Karlesta, Reiz, Ethne, Rhoswen, Vaelda, and Raezi]

... um. So.

I --

I had a meeting with Edalene today. After -- after Council. That's where I disappeared to. I vanished because we really -- she said we needed to talk, and...

She says I need to be judged by the end of the month. If not earlier. She can't put it off anymore. She says... well, it doesn't matter what she says. It's all true.

Maybe I should...

No, I can't.

I just want to crawl under the covers. But nowhere is even -- I just can't get away from it all! It's everywhere I go! I don't know what to do! Whenever I try and defend myself I just stick my foot in it and, and --

Edalene says that she won't -- she'd never. But at the least I'll lose my Council Seat. And at the worst...

I just...

How could he do this?! He's my brother, he --

How could he do this?